Tuesday, November 30, 2004'♥
!!! officially sch hols liao !!!
!!! --3 cheeeeeers-- !!!
hehz..ok e bzf paper sux.gonna flunk lyk hell 4 sure.
left at ard 940 when its suppose to end at 11.
haha power ar...wateva...i nv even study a single word 4 it.
gonna play hard hard.but in da mean time gotta start looking 4 jobs oso.
anibody got lobaaaaangsssssss?????????????
hehz...30th nov todae...exactly 1 mth ago whn everytink started.
dunch noe how long tis is gonna last.sigh.
not gonna tink abt it.mite juz end up in depression agn.
feeling sho emotional rite now.missing him real badly.
got da sudden urge to c him but i noe its impossible.
oh well...he mite not wana c mi aniwae.
sigh....da feeling is damn tormenting.
whn u gotta hold baq everyting 4 e sake of not affecting tis friendship.
deres nth i can do also...
but to sit here n juz think of him.carn get to sleep still. *sigh* =<
i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u
i miss u i miss u i miss u lyk crazy
Zombie@11/30/2004 01:21:00 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2004'♥
-_- yawnzz -_-
went 4 terrence b-dae celeb ytd.
suppose to mit dem at 7 but i was so late i reached at 745. paisae worz.
n no matter what publie transport i took it's juz so damn suey.
this mad man freak mi out so much i over shot my stop.
this fucking indian woman scarf kip flying into my face.
and this retarded fool looking at da papers bside mi act she if she's occupying 2 seat.
tats all in da train.
n den in da bus..behind my seat r those standing place ya.
n got this long hair bimbo taking pic trying to lean her body baq
n her fucking hair kip brushing against my hair.n she cant feel a thing.SO ER XIN!
den this king kong well he thinks he's so small size holding on 2 the handle n tried 2 lean back when the bus turned
like ani moment will fall on mi tose kind...wth.damn fucking suey.
ok went marina 4 steamboat.
so i paid $10 fer juz 1 fishball 1 piece o watermelon few pieces of chickens n few mouths of bee-hoons yeah.
power right.i juz got no appetite.n den was toking to him on da fonie. =x
aft marina we went to kallang dere da pubs.
wat a small world.f.m friend actually is ivy friend too.haha.
drink dere...den went to e river dere n sit.er...play?lolz.
waited for yanling to off work.den went down e.c.p dere drink agn.
order barrel.wah seh siaz..drink until wana puke liao.lucky neva.*tahan*
reached home at bout 4 plus yeah.den woke up.still feeling veh seh.
had hangover.arghh.misses him badly e moment i open my eyes.
so msg him.watch tv.slack.rot.da whole dae.
n guess wat...im having my b.z.f paper tmr n i dunch noe a single shit bout it.
coz i havent even started studying.so mani chaps.so mani things 2 memorise.
4get it.let it fail yeah.im not in ani mood to study aniwae.yawnnns.juz wana sleeeeep.
carn wait i juz carn wait da last paper to b over~!! *grinz*
.im.dreaming.of.u.2nite.
Zombie@11/28/2004 06:51:00 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004'♥
.>.<.outside.ivy.salon.damn.shag.aft.all.da.practices.>.<.
Zombie@11/27/2004 03:54:00 PM
'♥
had my accounts paper on erm...thurs.it was a flop.
struggled all da wae.rly dunch noe how 2 do.
sighz...left wid bzf paper on mondae.
think gonna retake tis 2 modules yeah..dun tink can make it.
n ya finally i cut my hair ytd.aft ivy' exam.
hehez...regretted not cutting spike on e top siaz...
coz i tink it looks beta if its style up...mayb next week den go cut..
thanks gurl 4 tis hair cut... next week help mi cut spike ar... *grinz*
so bored...yawns...ltr gonna haf steamboat at marina...
terrence b-dae...goona tink of something 2 sabo him liaoz...muahaha...*evil grin*
oki la...update agn when im home yeah..gota go buy food 4 mui mummy...
luv u guys...luv u...miz u miz u... =(
Zombie@11/27/2004 03:36:00 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004'♥
tot da stupid paper start at 8...but is actually at 8.30~!!
wah liew...n i rch sch lyk so early...wth...waste my tym sehz...*tsk*
urmz...e paper...well no comments...but e report writing sux...i'll b glad if i pass tat section~~
n its lyk....50 marks siaz...*sighz*
went ta makan at j.8 wid f.m n terrence...
den went home...din go bugis wid them...yupps...sorri guys...next tym ba. =)
damn pissed off now...suppose 2 mit up wid nana & ling..
discuss n discuss...wait n wait...still dunch noe whr 2 go...
thanks to tat nana...bloody hell...fuck up...
ok..she juz called...coming to my hse 1st...
--yawnss--
oh...hahz...he did msg...at bout 2++am..
said juz return 2 his bunk...poor tink...dono do wart till sho late..
but den i was already asleep liao...hehz...nvm at least he msg me...=)
miss u lots.
Zombie@11/23/2004 03:22:00 PM
'♥
- _- ..yawnss.. -_-
went cafe cartel n baleno 4 interview wid nana n carol
signed for part tym coz jan sch reopen sho carn work 4 long s full tym..
sianzzzz...dono if can get da job...
went bdk lib 2 mugged...well im suppose 2...
but end up stoning...n it was lyk freezing cold dere...
nearly fall asleep on da lil comfy comfy sofaaaaaa...=x
so din waste ani more tym went down n walk walk at da pasar malam
settled down at princess mac n waited fer jacko 2 come...
crappingss..bitchinggsss..stoningggss...slackinggggssss...
wat else uh uh..hur hur...
went home n yah lyk finally i realli kinda studied
abit...but i dunch noe juz how mani percent of it went in...
bout 7 1/2 hours more gonna sit 4 my first paper...---e.s.c---
sighhhhs... *yawnss* so tired...
well...he din msg mi for e whole dae... =(
miss him badly.im so used 2 his msg-es n all...
den now 4 once in lyk...gg 1 mth he nv msg mi for e whole dae..
e feeling's damn weird...i feel so...moodless...sigh... =(
aint got ani motivation 4 da very 1st paper... hope its gonna b an easy one...
Zombie@11/23/2004 01:12:00 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2004'♥
><.suntec.toilet.mad.arz.haha.><
Zombie@11/21/2004 09:36:00 PM
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went to da motor show ytd..
veh style siaz da cars...*drooooool*
not veh interested in e bikes though..coz dono lehz..cars nicer.=p
took lotsa pics of my darlingsss
n at e same tym cursing n swearing at those irritating farkers...
mayb they r blind..or mayb they've been feeding on glasses...or wateva shit...
so rude lor i mean carn u c ppl r taking pic dere n den u juz walk past lyk nobody biz?~!
farking uncivilised siaz...*arghh* oh wateva...
ate at marina hans fer dinner yups...damn hungry sehz...
den walk walk ard n went baq to bdk den mit up wid ivy..
veh veh shag...so went home early...at 12 plus...wanted to slp early..
BUT...end up sleeping at bout 4am??? hahaz...was entertaining n chatting wif him on msn.
den yeah was so damn freaking pissed off tis morn...wth...
woke up at bout 10 plus when i actually slept at 4?
thanks to tat irritating freak...who else uh...tat stupid bro o mine...
damn damn fuck up siaz...but saw him when i went online...
relaxxx...cool downnnn....n chat wid him...*grinz*
mood & temper aint tat good lately...
sho beta dunch come irritate mi or i mite juz flare up at e slightest tink.
tink gonna go tamp slack soon...yawns...been rotting at home da whole dae...
Zombie@11/21/2004 09:30:00 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004'♥
*yawns* veh lazy 2 blog nowadaes
having break liao..but having xam next tues..last paper on 29th nov.
*sianzz* still not in ani xam mood..playing hard now instead of studying. =x
wat a stewwpiggg sucky dae siaz...
haikz...well suppose 2 go ecp 1st b4 gg town...but last min mel said she carn make it. -_-
n den was raining quite heavily oso...den mit up wid ah ger at bdk 1st..
slack for awhile den went down taka find boon long...
tat ah ger crazy nv take med sia...kip making mui luff throughout...lol.
den waited for boon long off work n their friend joined us...den rain again~!
wah lao ehz...ruin our plans!wanted to play at e fun fair de...wah kao...
bloody fucking weather juz kip ruining our plans todae...
wasting my tym siaz...went baq bdk n eat...wanted 2 eat kfc but no more crispy chickens!!!
wth...is lyk so...arghhhhhhhhhh.
den boon long entertained us...haha crapps...
boring seh...fucking sian ehz todae...rain rain rain...tssk.
carn get to slp now...nth to do oso...haikks...my back hurts... =<
you'r alwas on my mind.zhen de hao xiang ni... =(
Zombie@11/19/2004 02:16:00 AM
Monday, November 15, 2004'♥
I FEEL LYK A FOOL!!!
I FEEL LYK AN IDIOT!!!
WHY E HELL I DRANK SO MUCH!!!
N WHY THE HELL I GO CONFESS 2 HIM!!!
IM SHO PAISAE I DUN DARE 2 TOK 2 HIM AGN!!!
LIFE SUX I JUZ HATE MYSELF!!!
MY EAR HURTS 4 DONO WART FUCKING REASON~!
IT JUZ HURTS DAMN DAMN MUCH.
MY LEG'S DISFIGURED N IT'S SO DAMN FUCKING GROSS!!!
JUZ ACCIDENTALLY BRUSH PASS E BIKE EXHAUST PIPE WHEN I WAS GETTING DOWN.
IM HAVING TIS FUCKING HANGOVER NOW OSO~!
WAT THE FUCK I JUZ FEEL LYK DYING!!!!!!!!!!
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!
Zombie@11/15/2004 01:46:00 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004'♥
><.dun.leave.mi.fighting.alone.for.tis.battle.><
Zombie@11/14/2004 02:45:00 AM
'♥
went lao pa sat for dinner last nite wif nana..ling n her bf.
den watched the shutter at p.s.
yupps..nice.scary.but kana freak out by nana screams more den anitink.
stewpigg ass.shouldnt haf sat beside her...haiks..=)
met up wid jacko 2dae at tamp den went town.
makan at fareast den went over to scotts mac to mit yijian.
i tot he slim down.but he said he's fat liao.wth.
guess too long nia see him already.n he's more tanned now.eee.haha.
den went to tamp mit ivy..saw jayius on e wae.joined us for awhile.
feeling moody.so din tok much.till she went home.
den left e 2 of us.so juz tell her wats bothering mi.
haik..well ol talked to mi abt it tis noon.left me feeling more fan.
mayb wat ivy said make sense...mayb shld juz heed her advices.
its realli affecting me.shld i juz listen to my hart n go ahead 2 achieve wat i rly rly wan.
or shld i juz hold baq every feelings of mine n fite this battle all by myself.
feeling so lost rite now.wat shld i do.or rather..wat can i do.
sometyms i wish i cld change my character.my thinking.my wae of doing tinks.
things will den be much much easier for mi.haikss.
mayb im tinking too much.am i. *shrug*
msging him now.im so pissed off.so fuck up.but im not showing it out.
bloody fcuker...flirt flirt flirt...its lyk so wadeva~!!!
HAIKSS.wateva e fuck is.i dun gif a fucking damn.
but rite now my hart juz saes... i miss u boi ... n u rly mean sumtink 2 me ... =(
Zombie@11/14/2004 01:59:00 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004'♥
-yawns- damn tired..
happi deepavaliiiii
muahahaz...
actually wana go lil india n countdown deepavali wif those ah neh neh..wish them happi new yr
muahaha...but den we over shot e stop..
n we ed up going m.s
so damn pack siaz rush..
so went club 3 instead...yawnsss...
saw melvin...stewpig big bulli.
went home wid him...haha irritate him all e wae...wahhaah.
gg town or bugis ltr...carn decide yet...im juz so tired. -yawns-
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suppose 2 go fareast but end up neva...coz was feeling real tired
not in ani mood 2 go so far
so juz slack at home...nua nua...till 7 plus went bdk eat...
feeling so moodless...
dono if i shld go for first 2 hrs lesson tmr not...bloody hell
fucking c.a spoil my fridae...or i can self-claim holidaeee
haiks...sux....
Zombie@11/11/2004 03:44:00 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004'♥
("v").lub.u.galss.("v")
("v").jie.muis.1.3.1.4.("v")
Zombie@11/09/2004 05:37:00 PM
'♥
dun intend to go sch..but gort c.a so bo bian.
went off halfwae at 12...go home zZzZzZz.=x
2dae ish ivy da birthdaee..
HAPPI 17th BIRTHDAEEEEEE MY DARLING SISTAAA~! *MUACKKIES*
yupps..ytd went rush instead..
told ivy im nort going down...wana gif her surprise..
haha n indeed she was rly disappointed when i told her.=x
mit up wif lingwei at bdk n went to eat 1st...my eyes lyk kinda swallon n so teary.
ani tym gonna shut n fall into coma liaoz...but manage to stay awake still.haha.
den went down to m.s mit mellinsa,kaili,kailing n her bf.
well...mel oso bluff her she wun b coming...haha.
so e rest went in 1st...den mi n mel slack at e coffeeshop waiting for 12am 2 strike.
went in...haha can u imagine ivy face when she saw us...lolx
surpriseeeeeeeeeee.=p
den mi n mel kip tar-ing e beer...*burps*
been so long since we last drank...wth...den our kick come liao.
went home n my whole body was lyk so warm...
so uncomfortable.. =(
den tis morn kana hang-over.damn pek cek.ap agn.
suppose 2 go teo heng 2dae...but heard not gg liao.
gg kaili hse instead at nite.but will b miting jacko up 4 dinner 1st.=)
feeling so weak now.kinda giddy n im feeling so cold.
sometink's wrong wif e pocky shisi bought juz now.
liyi said it taste bitter...den i realise e strawberry coating is lyk so...weird
i dono how 2 describe but it seems expired.
but we juz continue eating la...hack care...
den juz now kana diarroea den kip wanting to puke...
wah laooooo...suckkkkksssssssssssssss.
now eat de 'charcoal' le under control...but still not feeling well yeah.
haik...yawns...wana go rest a lil more b4 gg out liao...niteyy...
i dono y but i juz feel so uneasy when i see u again
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ate at crystal jade for dinner
damn full.tummy soo bloated.den juz feel lyk lying dere n juz sleep.
went ta slack aft dinner..
den ah ger n boon long came down...hahaz...
wat an arse...joker sehz... lol. *yawnss*
waited for ivy to come down...wah biang ehz...waited till 12am sia...can die ehz.
so longggggggg.damn tired liao.
went home.neva go kaili hse.veh shag already.
but now haik juz carn get 2 slp agn.n is gonna b 1am liaoz.. -insomia-
haiks...sucks...nvm slp later ba aniwae dad's fetching mi 2 sch tmr.=D
no nid ta wake up sho early.hehez.veh lazy la.haikz...
gonna continue stoning liaoo...nitees nitees peeps.miz mi. =x
Zombie@11/09/2004 05:14:00 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004'♥
("v").luv.ya.luv.ya.("v")
*_*.u.brighten.up.my.dae.*_*
Zombie@11/08/2004 05:52:00 PM
'♥
woooohoooooo...im baqqq~! =p
lame arse...hahaz.
col dad 2 fetch me to sch todae..coz damn tired n lazy 2 go myself.
den is lyk im e 1st 2 rch sch 4 our klass. *scary*
tot 1st hr lesson cancel can...coz fri din go sch ma so i dunch noe.
haha den i saw candy come liao...den *pheww*
att.prob came agin.sucks.shouted at f.m in e morn.
well i dunch mean it but i said it alot of tyms tat i hate ppl 2 col us ah lians.
we may look lyk one but tat doesnt mean we are one.
and listening to technos are not lians either.we go 4 lyrics.not 4 ani others.
wateva...forget it...*haik*
sitting here...so fan...coz dono wat 2 wear ltr...
going boat quey chiong chiong chiong e nite awaeeeeee
coz my darling sista b-dae tmr.
2dae go chiong tmr go ktv.=)
tired...tmr still got sch sia...sighhz.but hack la.play come 1st.
well suppose 2 go down dad's dere for some steamboat tinky...
but i carn la...already got plans liao...alwaz last min last min...arghh.
so i rather starve den 2 miss meeting my friends..=p
haik...wat shld i wear nehz....*ponders*
Zombie@11/08/2004 05:39:00 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004'♥
overslept tis morn.
suppose to rch small mac at 12.
but reach dere at oneee. =x
poor ger waited 4 mi for so long. hehe paisae.
den ivy more power.woke up bout 1230 lyk tat.
so meet her str8 at her salon.
went to eat first wif ger.veh hungry.my first meal in 24 hrs.=x
den went down vy salon b her setting model.
kip toking rubbish n laughing awaee.
den we were smoking outside..i was lyk squatting down rite
den got tis fcuking aunty frm behind col mi den sae can c half o my ass
den she sae so loud can~~!
i mean i appreciate tat she tells mi.
but need to b in such a loud wae meh~!
fuck her man bitch!!!
n shes lyk so kua zhang can!wat half of my ass.e most is buttline lor.
not everybody wear their bottom s high up s them!kuku asses!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.
damn sianz siaz...yawnz...no plans yet later.
boring dae.mayb gonna slp soon.damn tired.
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here to update agnn.hehez.
was happily stoning till ivy called... -diaozz-
haha meet up wid her agn at inter mac
i looked so stone coz i was real real tired.den she looked so shag oso.haha.
went down 531 find ah ger...n i eat my prata...
freaking hungry siaz.den slack n take pictures the whole tym.
den silly ivy nearly fall frm her chair..coz got one cockroach nearing her.
wahhaaha serve her rite.go disturb e roachie by taking e pic.
den haha she's juz so freaking scared lor.den run awaeeeee.laughed lyk hell.LOLz.
actually wanted to go mellinsa hse mit up wid e rest n play majong aft ger off work
but i realli tak boleh tahan...my eyes closing...my body becoming weak.
so decided to catch e last bus home nor.good ar.wana go home chat wif somebody.
but my dumb bro reach home earlier den mi!snatch e comp off muiiii..
haik nvm...sms wid him instead.hahaz.soo poor tink so late den book out.
im so unsure of my own feelings.mayb its gonna be juz another crush gg on.
n i rly hope its gonna b juz tat.-sighzz-
juz carn bring myself to go against wo zuo ren de yuan ze.
i'd rather go against my hart.to juz suffer alone.den to hurt my friends in ani wae.
whether she still haf u in her hart though she's already happily att now.
but still u r somebody who was once her everything somebody she luv so so dearly.
i juz luv my friends more den myself.i wont go 4 ani kinda risk tat'd end up hurting them
*haiks* wat shld i do. *confused* it's rly affecting mi.n i juz hope it will end soon.
--missing.u--
Zombie@11/06/2004 06:12:00 PM
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^_^.fun.shotss.we.look so.spastics.^_^
Zombie@11/06/2004 03:42:00 AM
Friday, November 05, 2004'♥
.carn.help.feeling.so.depressed.
.life.sux.
Zombie@11/05/2004 01:14:00 AM
'♥
..yawnz..juz got home.was freezing cold outside.
wear dono how mani layers oso freezing still.
ok suppose to be in sch tis morn.
but ya was very tired la den not in ani mood to go sch
so mit up wid liyi n went sg post.she ate her big breakfast.
saw margaret she oso came 2 eat breakfast.
now den i noe macpherson ite so near sg post.is it?
ok e moment she appears n whn she toks..she juz remind mi of somebody.
but the female version ba.yupps.
went to walk ard aft tat den went down 2 suntec n shop shop.
haik..how i wish money would juz drop frm e sky.
coz i juz got so much so much to buy.but i carn.
damn tired liao den took bus home frm dere..
went to watch princess diary 2 in e evening.
haha not bad lor.comical.but princess diary 1 nicer.even more comical.
yupps.was very irritated.coz bloody fone kip vibrating the whole tym.
wth.*argh*den got some uncivilised ppl kip kicking the stupid chair.
met up wid darlingg ivy aft tat.suppose to go down ah ger dere.
but in e end neva.den juz slack ard at small mac.
crapping.haha.came out wif lotsa dirty jokes n stuffs.den laugh so loud.
n her laughter is so horrible.e table next 2 us de ppl oso start laughing.
haha...den while walking to take bus.she suddenly slip nearly fall.
hahahaha so funni siaz her actions.=p
haikz...dono wats wif me lately...din eat anitink for the whole dae liao.
n carn get to slp last nite till 3am plus.den gotta wake up at 6 tis morn.
tats y damn tired.more n more shag.no appetite 2 eat.having insomia agn oso.
seems tat deres juz so much o bloody tinks bothering mi.
*haik.* wateva.
juz now ivy was lyk asking...when wana play tose tinks.
well...rly wana play wif it real soon.it will help in one wae or another.
im juz too tired n sick of everytink.life juz sux big tym.
i hate it.
Zombie@11/05/2004 12:04:00 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2004'♥
raining season now
irritating siaz.*sigh*
school was rather slack nowadaes.very sick of attending klasses.
den e whole grp of us alwaz tour ard the whole sch disturbing ppl.
lolz.den dono y 2dae mrs quek was telling mi n liyi
tat she finds tat the two of us lyk more settle dwn liao.
wahahhaa.c...we r sooo guai.*bleahz*
well...mayb in her lesson nia ba...coz among all the bloody teachers
onli lyk her lor.r rest juz sucks big tym!eeeeeeeeew.
dunch intend to go for the stupid office safety talk 2dae.
but is lyk raining cats n dogs agn!got no choice but to go.
den those crazzy bois behind r making such a din.-faint-
how could they disturb my beloved foong-er worz. -grinz-
den tot e rain will stop aft e tok but is lyk...rain heavier n heavier
den so kind of deb parents.drop us all at bishan inter.
thankeeeeeeeeeeeew.hehes.
damn sianz now.yawnz.
hope the stupid rain faster stop.coz im gg out!!!
n is impossible to ask mi bring umbrella out ya.so beta stop raining!!!
-yawnzz- exams coming.but not in ani exam mood.
juz wana slack my life awae.can i. -haiks-
feeling kinda moodless now.tink i noe y.
but sigh.forget it.=<
Zombie@11/04/2004 05:50:00 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004'♥
..im.drained.tired.n.numb..
Zombie@11/01/2004 10:46:00 PM
'♥
went bersak todae in skool wif tat mad woman
hahaz.she bought tis damn damn big pao to sch!!
1st tym in my lyf siaz i c tis.
den crap n laughed till i cry!!! -asshole-
went out to town aft sch wid liyi,fengming,terrence,t.k,fabian,sean.(or is it shawn)
walk walk den went fareast eat.
aiyo tat stupiggg kum feng ming damn gay can!
scared of such pathetic small baby cockroach!!! -wahahha-
his reaction damn funni.lyk scared e harmless baby will eat him up
ehz though u r our jie mei BUT b man abit lehz.wahahha.
eat liao den walk ard lor yupz.was raining cats n dogs.
arghhhhhhh.got so drenched when i reached home.
sai man. -yawnss-
went simei meet jacko.den walk under e rain agn all e wae to simei.
wah lao.juz recover abit nia den todae kip kana rain.
i hope i'll b fine yeah. *grinz*
tmr got sch. -sucks-
Zombie@11/01/2004 10:33:00 PM